We’ve
been here for 1- ½ weeks. Our offices are in the Europe Area Office, in the Information and Communications Services Department (ICS).
Early in the mornings we’ve been taking
walks to get to know our way around a bit. Here in Frankfurt, first light begins about 4:30 AM and it doesn't get dark until 10:00 PM. We haven't even gotten to the longest day of the year yet.
This past Wednesday we were shown, by Sis. Orlowski (a senior missionary),
how to use the rail and other related public transportation systems. She took us on a trip to the center of
Frankfurt. It was surprisingly busy for a
Wednesday afternoon. Foot traffic is the accepted mode of transportation in the middle of town.
We have been visited over the past few days by these two
pigeons. I am amazed how fat they look. They're obviously well fed, but not by us. Since they are showing up so frequently on our 7th story balcony, I guess we'll have to give them names. (Our apartment is on the right.)
I want to share something personal. Thursday
afternoon, I was feeling low. Since coming on our mission, I just couldn't see the spiritual side of what we were doing. Since receiving this assignment to serve, the Lord has revealed to me a number of times, in a number of ways, that He really wants me here at this
time to work for ICS. However, that day I felt I was swimming in a sea of the nuts and bolds of technology. I just couldn’t see the
spiritual focus of what I was doing.
Friday morning, before work, I earnestly prayed to Heavenly Father to help me to find a spiritual purpose in what I was doing. Before the end of the day, the Lord was able to convey the relationship my job has to His
work. The day before, Diane and I had
sent out a Letter of Introduction to all the Stake Technology Specialists
(STSs) in Europe. Friday we received several replies. I had the opportunity to talk to an STS in
England and another in Ireland. I had
back and forth communications with an STS in Portugal, another in France, and
another in Hungary. I learned that some of the STSs in Europe
are doing a great job and are happy, but there are others who are struggling. I heard stories of lack of leadership support
or understanding, places where there is such a lack of membership because the church doesn’t have a
stronghold there yet. One STS called and
told me how hard it was in his area. He told me of the sacrifice he and his wife are making. He is holding down 6 major callings and is trying to start his own business.
My heart went out to those who are trying so hard to do what is right,
but are fighting against difficult odds.
I learned that day that what I am
doing is not just training. It’s not
just helping communications to reach new horizons. Though all of that is important. I am here as a support, a listening hear, a connection to others so that they can know that
they are not alone in the work. Friday,
for the 1st time since I arrived, I feel like I actually
accomplished something--something good.
Those I talked to were happy to know I was there and personally interested in them.
I love reading about your mission. Please keep these posts coming.
ReplyDeleteHello Van Hoffs! We love reading your blog! We are on our first official P-Day and have ventured out on a walk to check out our area as well. It started out as a beautiful day but was raining by the time we walked back to our apartment. That is very common in Portugal. Thank you for sharing your experiences. We will also trust in the Lord to see what our purpose is here. There is so much to learn in the temporal affairs of the mission and we are learning our responsibilities but are anxious to know the spiritual side too. We really need to know the language better and will work on that to help us communicate. We send our love to you!
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